Wanting is a relative term. The desire to have all that it would take to make a life whole. Sometimes it is enough to just be still. To be in the moment of time where there is just being. Breathing in and out, taking in the now. My now is filled with uncertainty, with a desire to be more, have more, do more.
Refocus, breathe, it will all work out. I believe this, as hard as it is to believe. Letting go is the gift of living in the now. When one can open their hands and actually let it all go. This is the place that I seek. The place of peace.