The balance between tension caused from excitement, happiness, and joy is so hard to distinguish from the kind that is brought on by fear and anxiety. I am walking in the tension, discovery and movement in directions that are uncertain. It is both exciting and scary. I remain open. Open to the experience, to the blank page in front of me. But I so want to put  words on that page. To write what is coming next, to script it in a way that is comfortable and familiar. The problem is, I have done that in the past and it leaves me wanting, knowing there is more for me to do. So, I will allow the story to write itself, to fill the page as I live it. Let the story surprise me.

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